I have been feeling both lighter and darker during this Covid-19 time. Still grieving and feeling the void from my Mom's death on April 28, Not Covid thank God, I have at times found myself going back in time in Slow motion, recalling good times with my family. A lot of childhood images. But sometimes I look ahead and that looks scary...sorta. Well, I will keep living mindfully!
August 10, 2020
I heard from members of my family in 3 different states who were able to get their vaccines. I'm SO relieved for my family, but I can't helping being envious. We have a family wedding in early May, and I will cry buckets if I can't be there while so many other family members are. I also looked at the written "pandemic journal" that I started last March. My first journal entry spoke of the despair of going into lockdown for 4-6 weeks. I actually laughed when I read it. :-)
March 10, 2021