I grew up in ... MI and then moved to Vermont when I married in 1968. After a divorce and retirement about 5 years ago, a voice in my head said “go home”. I now live a block from the house I was born in. I feel like a homing pigeon. I wonder if I had a premonition as I feel like this is where I feel safest during a pandemic ..near family and home ground,
June 5, 2021
I just feel stuck. So stuck that I might grow roots. And I'm bored. I am so fucking bored. I can't concentrate on my thesis or work. And I know I'm so lucky to still have a job. But I hate it more for each day I'm there. But I also don't know what I would do without it. I am tired of hoping for things to get better. Europe is such a mess.
March 16, 2021