Last night some friends and I went to a film presentation at the planetarium I was planning to wear while in the theater space, more out of courtesy to the others in the audience, who were mostly seniors As we got out of the car and headed toward the building, I started to rummage around in my bag but I couldn't find any, not even any spares For the past two years I've kept at least one or two extras in my day pack, and usually had a few regular face masks in rotation, depending on where I'd be going and what level of protection I needed to display I guess I'd taken them all out for washing or had discarded them after use. I mentally shrugged my shoulders and went inside Face masks weren't required in the theater; about 10% of the audience was wearing them The theater was sold out and it did feel odd to be in an enclosed room, without a face mask, breathing the air with 150 strangers It's going to take some time to feel like I'm not taking a huge risk while around crowds, indoors, without a face mask
June 15, 2023
With every passing week, I get closer to having to return to work. As the time passes I'm getting more and more anxious. I don't want things to go back to how it was. Rushing to work on a crowded bus or train. Being stressed all day. Coming home on that same crowded bus or train. We're opening too soon. When will I get a chance to cook healthy meals for my husband again? Or do our laundry? Our clean the house? I'll be back to the same tired person I used to be. With everything crammed into a 2 day weekend. I don't want to do that! I'm angry. I'm sad. It's all about money! The city needs my money, my taxes, my revenue... I'm saddened by the whole thing.
April 4, 2021