Much of Sunday afternoon was spent outside viewing the wonders of the natural world. Hover flies were visiting the witch hazel blossoms in the bright sun. Birds were singing and flying about and then the sunset was stunning. Even though we are bombarded with sad and tragic news, we need to remember there is much beauty and peace when we take the time to see and feel it.
December 31, 2020
My state is starting to book vaccine appointments for people of all ages. My mother and mother-in-law have been pushing appointment options on me pretty fiercely. They seem to think that I, the only member of our local family to not be vaccinated yet, will be able to get vaccinated immediately in early April and their lives will return 100% to normal, and we can spend our entire summers entirely together in person. I'm not ready for social obligations again. Spouse and I have been living almost in solitude for a year. I'm going to need time to learn to socialize without anxiety. But our family already has parties on the books. I'm already exhausted.
March 17, 2021