Look it's my birthday! I turned 26 and am not a ditz I work hard as a teacher, coach, and student. I am kind, strong, empathetic and creative. Look it's my birthday! I know it is a little tilted I have a new vision of myself after 2020 I am caring, principled, knowledgeable, and a risk taker. Look it's my birthday! We are still in quarantine. I haven't been this sick since I was fourteen I am grateful, humble, hopeful and inspired. Look it's my birthday! I miss you grandmother, I know you passed away Only 6 days before my birthday. I miss hearing your voice, your song as you sing happy birthday My greatest gift of all is family this birthday. I sat in your chair, I took care of your dog, I look after your husband And I miss you most of all. On this birthday in the new year and there is a new me of sorts I thank everyone around me for getting this far Even though I no longer have healthcare I will continue to keep the memories of those I have lost with me. Look it's my birthday! I drove very far, the first time to grandparents house only 356 miles far I walked through the door holding back tears And hugged your daughter as she welcomed me into my new year.
January 20, 2021
I hugged a friend yesterday really tight and it made me realize how much I miss human touch and connection. I used to hug my friends all the time but hadn't since Covid. I miss that. My friend is vaccinated and I have my first shot, so I think I will keep hugging him everytime I see him. I also miss having people over to my apartment to hang out, or going to other peoples' places to hang out. I miss going to movies and other events like plays, concerts, etc. These are some of the things I'm looking forward to doing more of as soon as I get my second shot.
April 15, 2021