Pre pandemic I saw my group of friends every week> when we would watch the Bachelor/ette together every Monday night for like the past 6 years. Since Covid we have been doing secret quarintina gifts for each other, drawing names and bringing each other gifts. Often there is a theme based on the time of year and this one was galentines day. This is the picture of what was brought to my doorstep on Friday by a good friend. While we text and zoom frequently, having a tangible connection to them has felt so important, and made it feel real, like right were friends not just on digital platforms. I so miss giving them hugs and sitting on the couch sharing snacks, but this helps a little.
February 17, 2021
This year feels less stressful since I have been vaccinated. However, my memory of time has been warped. I keep thinking that my memories of two years ago are last year. Then I am startled each time I realize that such and such a thing really happened two years ago. It feels like a year has been lost, as far as my memories are concerned.
May 19, 2021