La navidad es una de mis épocas más importantes y favoritas del año. No importa cuanto tiempo pase, aún me emocionan los comerciales cuando promocionan los juguetes, haciéndome desear uno de todas formas. Los colores de las luces navideñas cuando salgo a ver las casas de mis vecinos y el olor característico que emana del viento exterior. Este año ha sido tan extraño y duro pero eso no impedirá que disfrute estas fechas. Aún no se que sucederá el 25 de diciembre, si la pasaré sola o, como siempre, en compañía de mi familia, lo único que se es que mi espíritu navideño aún no ha muerto.
December 14, 2020
I heard on a podcast a while back that after the 1918 pandemic, culturally, not a lot changed. There was maybe one book about it, but it didn't really infiltrate popular culture the way that wars, or other horrific mass deaths might. I can see that happening in real time now, just in how easily things have shifted into this next phase. Suddenly we don't have to wear masks anymore? Or like, CDC says we don't, state of CA says we still do, vaccinated or not. This does not instill a ton of confidence in the CDC for me. I did finally get my first dose last week. New England Journal of Medicine had some promising data to share, at least for people getting the shot in their third trimester. I am solidly second trimester, but I'll be approaching 3rd by the time I get shot #2. Not as close as I would have liked, but I guess I feel better having done it. Some days I feel very bad about it, like this morning, when I read that WHO is definitely NOT recommending it for pregnant people unless they're at serious risk. I don't consider myself at serious risk, but I guess I will be once the boy is in preschool? My friend is trying to convince me to come visit her down south. This would involve a plane. Even fully vaccinated, it seems reckless for a super pregnant lady to get on a plane unless there is a very very good reason. I am trying to decide if my reason is good enough. I'm not sure it is. Once again finding myself sort of wishing I could believe this is all a 'scamdemic' and that everyone is overreacting and just go about my life like some solipsistic maniac. Alas...
May 22, 2021