Hope Springs Eternal The hospital is full, and we are holding patients in the emergency department. We had a brief decrease in COVID patients, but that did not last long. And it was a full moon. I came home from work one day and saw this flower blooming in my flower bed. It is the first spring bloom that I have seen this year. I live in the South, so it is not unusual to have flowers bloom early, especially if it has been a warm winter. For some reason, though, this caught me off guard. And I felt like crying. It's such a small thing, yet it had a huge impact on me. There is hope. Despite all that we have been through in the last year, there is always hope, and this is one way that God reminds us.
February 20, 2021
Well, I don't have any friends left. My "best friend" stopped talking to me because I didn't go to her stupid party so I don't have her as a friend anymore. We were in a group chat with another person who always leaves me on read and doesn't seem to be that interested in being friends, so I left the group chat. Now I'm down to zero. Can't exactly go out and make new friends. My new coworkers are all really cool, but it's not like we can hang out or really get to know each other. I miss going to work. This sucks.
September 3, 2020