Clearly we bought too many clorox wipes in March 2020. There are still three containers left in my garage. There was so much unknown in those days, we wiped down everything that came in our house because we were afraid of surface transmission. I’m still anxious but now it’s about a whole different set of unknowns. It seems like many people we know are getting Covid, and I keep hearing similar stories. Someone comes down with symptoms and tests negative on a rapid test for a couple of days before a test shows up positive. I’ve also heard several people say, “It’s just a cold. I took a test yesterday” with no awareness that the test is just a moment in time, with no idea they could be walking around with active and contagious Covid. With a couple of friends I’ve suggested a second test, even dropped off an extra test for one friend. In another case, a friend’s child is planning to fly home tomorrow even though he has Covid and he hasn’t waited 10 days as recommended by the CDC. Society’s Covid choose-your-own-adventure seems almost as silly as wiping down all the groceries. So many people just don’t care, and it makes the world a scarier place for those of us who do.
March 3, 2023
Well, I don't have any friends left. My "best friend" stopped talking to me because I didn't go to her stupid party so I don't have her as a friend anymore. We were in a group chat with another person who always leaves me on read and doesn't seem to be that interested in being friends, so I left the group chat. Now I'm down to zero. Can't exactly go out and make new friends. My new coworkers are all really cool, but it's not like we can hang out or really get to know each other. I miss going to work. This sucks.
September 3, 2020