It was so nice to be able to walk to the water and get outside on a sunny day in Vancouver. Ive been stuck not being able to walk because Im having trouble with one of my feet… I'm seeing physio for it. Not being able to be active is affecting my mood. My husband and i only see our kids because of omicron spreading so bad. So we are isolated from friends and relatives trying to stay healthy. Not being able to walk takes away my only activity, its depressing.
February 2, 2022
I don't remember how to have fun. I took Memorial day off from work. I couldn't think of what to do, not a single idea. My wife is still out of the country, so it was just me. I flopped on the couch. Watched TV and dozed. In effect, I threw away the entire day, and the previous two days weren't much better--or at least, not any more active. My wife has told me that when she returns home next week she wants to "go on dates" but not to the movies or a restaurant. And I should come up with some ideas. I don't have the foggiest idea what to suggest. What do people do for a date if it's not a movie and dinner? I'm at a complete loss. I can't remember what things we did before the pandemic. It's all a blank, like that part of my life was erased--like a hole in the flow of reality as I know it. I don't remember how to have fun, and I don't know what to do.
June 3, 2021