Feeling a bit deflated! The holiday is coming, and I’m woefully unprepared. I actually am not planning on doing anything...just another day as in the past it was always a table full of family and friends. My husband considers Christmas a commercial holiday and so planning pizza for two is not real festive. Yet the kindness of new found friends, and old ones popping up may stir some Christmas cheer after all. For most of 40 years I’d head back home and we’d bake hundreds of cookies to share with all those that stopped by. Taking trips to the garage to refill the plate (Wisconsin is good for cold storage) was not a chore but an honor, and a creative challenge. That memory flooded in on one of my few trips to the store and I found myself buying sugar, flour and butter. Let the merriment begin! I’m ready for eggnog spice balls! 12/15 entry
January 2, 2021
Feeling needed and valued at work helps me feel happy. Having a good workout despite current limitations makes me happy. Finding new things to try and new ways of experiencing my favorite things - like getting takeout from a favorite restaurant and doing a picnic - makes me happy. Seeing my friends while maintaining social distancing makes me happy. It's about the little things these days. We aren't going to big parties, or planning grandiose vacations. I feel like my expectations and needs have been reset.
August 29, 2020