The 17 year cicadas are overrunning my area. Their empty nymph casings are all over the place. The grown cicadas are clogging the airspace and trees. They are so noisy its hard to believe. I read one cicada is as noisy as a lawn mower. Having thousands of them buzzing at once is like listening to dozens of leaf blowers at the same time. I found this just hatched adult cicada in my home this morning. I know it just left its casing because the wings are still partly folded up, not fully formed and straight. I managed to catch it safely, without damaging it, and put it on the outside edge of my balcony in the sunlight. I checked and its gone so hopefully its flying around buzzing and trying to find a mate. For me this cicada is a metaphor for how I and others in my community feel about life right now. The strict mask and social distancing requirements are gradually being relaxed. So I see people out walking in the spring sunlight. For me its strange to see their whole face, instead of mostly covered by a mask. They’re like the cicada, being reborn to life as it was before the pandemic. Free to walk around while still practicing social distancing. I see everyone carrying a mask with them out of habit, and just in case. It’s wonderful to see a group of bare faced walkers, conversing and laughing as they walk together.
June 3, 2021
This week, in the US, we had the highest number of new cases reported EVER. Even more than in March. Meanwhile, at my college, there is 1 active case. We still wear masks, clean tables, wash hands, have online class. It was unbelievable to me when I read that there were 80,000 new cases in one day because just the day before, Trump was boasting about how well the country is doing during the debate. Overall, I think I'm literally just burned out. There is so much that we have to deal with on a day to day basis in a normal college life and theres also a pandemic which makes everything 100 times more complicated. I was thinking about how long we have left of rising cases and wearing masks and it honestly doesn't seem like it's ever going to end. I was reading about covid exhaustion and I think I have it.
October 27, 2020