Beans!! I know it's a weird way to start this entry, but during quarantine and staying in my dorm, I try and find happiness in the little things. As I feel I have little control over the world around me, I do things that I have complete control over to try and remain sane. The newest escapade of mine involves growing black eyed peas on my dorm window ledge. Being able to turn the sprouts away or towards the sun and water them regularly is about as much control I have over anything at the moment. They are also representative of my home and family. On my way out after visiting my mom for Passover, I quickly grabbed a small ziplock bag and tossed in a dozen or so beans. Throw in a little water and boom! A few weeks later I have plants coming in at around 5 inches tall. I've grown beans in the past. My fourth grade science teacher did a demonstration in class when we were learning about photosynthesis. Reflecting back on it now, it's one of the earliest memories I have where my fascination with biology started to bloom. I remember so vividly rushing back home after school that day and starting my very own bean-growing setup. And not to toot my own horn, but I remember them growing tall enough to the point where my parents were gladly surprised. As I'm writing this entry and staring at the two sprouts planted in a recycled coffee jar, I think these beans provide the perfect metaphor for a world post-covid. Rebirth.
April 15, 2021
It’s interesting to think about my closest relationships when the pandemic began; I was in a hard place at that time – I had “senioritis” some would say. I had somewhat of a difficult time with my friendships in high school, with falling outs and such, and never quite feeling like I belonged. That sounds very cliché but it’s not uncommon among huge New York City public high schools. The beginning of quarantine was isolating for pretty much everyone. I liked that time because I would reflect a lot and have always been more of an introvert anyway. I upheld my closest friendships over that period but also spent most of my time with my family. College, even in a pandemic, was overwhelmingly filled with new friendships at every turn. I would even argue that we were making more friendships in the pandemic, subconsciously knowing that they’re more essential. I hope and feel that my friendships will continue in the same way that they have as the pandemic is subsiding.
March 23, 2021