This is an uprooted tree my daughter and I came upon on a hike this week. It was huge and we wondered what caused it. This is how the pandemic has affected me this week. I feel completely uprooted, off of my game in therapy, in marriage and motherhood. I would like to come back together, as I imagine this tree was quite something when it was in one piece.
May 19, 2021
There's no longer restrictions in my local area which is nuts. Mask mandates are ending, eveyone is back to normal and I can't handle it. It definitly feels like I have PTSD and trauma from this last year. I dont want to take off my mask. My mask is a security blanket. I almost enjoy the restrictions because it reduced the decisions I had to make. Now it's decision overload because the onus has been thrown back on each individual instead of science making the decision for us.
June 3, 2021