I’m a nervous wreck. A second lockdown (in Israel) is so much worst than the first. And no one even believes it will help. We don’t see a way out of this. Now they say: maybe December. December??? And how are we going to go through tomorrow? I am exhausted. I am on partial umemployment. I also barely work on the small job I have left. I can’t really do anything when my daughters are at home. I wasn’t alone for months. Yet I feel so lonely. The only people I see are the parents in the playground. And the conversations are always the same. It’s hard for everyone, I know. But I feel it’s especially hard for me. A few days ago, my daughters didn’t want to leave the playground. It was already late, and I was already too tired so I leaned back on my bench, and that’s when I saw the moon.
September 30, 2020
As right now the coronavirus is not affecting my life as much as before when it all started that, that everything was shut down, at first I thought that it was just a small virus and I was even happy about the closing schools and all that, but after like 15 days after not getting out of the house and not doing the stuff that we used to do, that’s when it hit me and I started getting sad about no going to school and it was very difficult to me taking classes online, it still is. My opinion is that at the time for me when I got covid it was more mentally than anything because like the pressure that it was coming from all the way, it was on the internet in the tv everybody was talking about it I think that can really affect your mental health.
October 2, 2021