I’m a nervous wreck. A second lockdown (in Israel) is so much worst than the first. And no one even believes it will help. We don’t see a way out of this. Now they say: maybe December. December??? And how are we going to go through tomorrow? I am exhausted. I am on partial umemployment. I also barely work on the small job I have left. I can’t really do anything when my daughters are at home. I wasn’t alone for months. Yet I feel so lonely. The only people I see are the parents in the playground. And the conversations are always the same. It’s hard for everyone, I know. But I feel it’s especially hard for me. A few days ago, my daughters didn’t want to leave the playground. It was already late, and I was already too tired so I leaned back on my bench, and that’s when I saw the moon.
September 30, 2020
En la última semana estuve de vacaciones, en una situación normal seguramente hubiera salido a visitar a mis familiares lejanos y salido mucho con mis amigos o pasado mucho tiempo en la iglesia sirviendo.Sin embargo, me mantenido entretenido haciendo cosas que en otras situaciones no habría hecho. Por ejemplo, he estado produciendo una canción que es un cover de una de mis bandas favoritas. He aprendido a usar un programa de edición para realizarla. En la vida normal no hubiera tenido el tiempo para hacer esto, es algo positivo en mi opinión y sirve para no pensar mucho en la pandemia.
August 10, 2020