Not exactly an obstacle but I needed a change. The purple hair isn’t a surprise for me as I love coloring my hair but I made a last minute decision to also get an undercut. Obviously, not everyone will see it unless my hair is up but I needed something different. My days are the same and run into one another. It was fun to make a quick decision that only I could make. I love it!
February 24, 2022
Why is everything so hard? This week, a friend came out to visit. She didn't even stay with us, but the visit was exhausting, expensive, and time consuming. Have I forgotten how to be social? This photo is from Meow Wolf in Santa Fe. She said it was the best thing she did on her trip, so I was happy about that. But to me the day was stressful and unnerving at the same time. Too much of my mental space is taken up with comparing how things used to be, pre-Covid, and how they are now. It seems like everything before was easy and cheap. Going out now there are roadblocks and barriers. It's aggravating, but of course there is no going back. I have to figure out how to be grateful and happy to be able to do things at all.
June 25, 2021