Nothing again has really changed. It is Election Day US. I am avoiding the news, baking cookies, waiting to hear if I got a job or not. Its feels like everywhere outside my apartment is on fire and I just have to stay inside in order to stay sane.
November 3, 2020
I wanted to get a job and start making enough money to compensate my partner's cost for adding me to her work place insurance after we got married. This year I wanted to marry her. And I can't. I cannot find a job, and I cannot marry her anyway without losing my insurance. So this year us just worthless to me.
September 20, 2020