It’s thanksgiving tomorrow and I usually travel by Greyhound to visit my brother and his family in Holland MI Not going this year and will spend thanksgiving alone with a bottle of white Zinfandel , a pumpkin pie and my cat Willow. Am thinking of all the things I have lost this year including my sense of safety: my mom, a favorite cousin, the bike trail along Muskegon Lake is flooded, coffee shops closed, public library has pick-up only (thank goodness for that), my writers group disbanded, fear of getting on public transportation and I have no car. And just chatting with people I met during the day in my apartment building, wandering around the city, and hanging out at the local coffee shop. We had our first snow yesterday and it was beautiful but a warm front blew through and it is all gone this morning, Rain and clouds expected today and the gloomy weather does nothing for my mood, And the fear that every persons path you cross could be harboring a deadly virus is unnerving to say the least. I’m emotionally exhausted,
November 26, 2020
In this week, we have to stop our offine courses and switch to onlice courses. What's more, we did a lot of nucleic acid tests to ensure our physical health. However, under so many tests and strict management, I felt physically and mentally tired. I would like to have lessons in the classroom and interact with my teachers, which will improve my study efficiency. I want to be able to go out and enjoy my free time, rather than face the heavy curriculum at school all the time, which made me feel very depressed. Today, I wear a wristband with smiling face and I hope it can make me happy. Hopefully the pandemic will end soon.
April 11, 2022