Had a discussion with my boyfriend,VA, today about how covid has affected us over the past year and I realized that we live in 2 completely opposite worlds. I live in a world where I am an essential worker. I have worked through the entire pandemic treating patients in person and virtually. I have had to deal with the emotional burden of patients losing family members, and wondering every day if I would get the virus and bring it home to VA. He has lived in a world where his company shut down immediately and started working from home. He transitioned teams several months in and have never met his coworkers face to face. His days are lonely but at least our dog keeps him company.
March 26, 2021
I'm fighting Zoom fatigue. Hours and hours of school and work every day, and it never feels like I can turn it off. I'm home anyway, so why not keep working, right? I shared this with a friend in a similar position, and she responded with an article titled, "Is It Zoom Fatigue or is It Existentially Crushing to Pretend Life Is Normal as the World Burns?" So, maybe I'm not fighting Zoom fatigue. Maybe I'm fighting the world.
October 6, 2020