Some thing that made me happy this week was the icicles. I love the way the sun glistened through them. I love the whole idea of snow melting and changing from one form to another. How relatively quickly there’s a change in the structure of a flake on the roof, to a drop rolling down an icicle and freezing in a different location. The world is full of miracles too often overlooked because we are so busy. For me that has been the blessing of CoVid (if there is such a thing). I am noticing things that were at the periphery of my comings and goings of a “normal daily life”. Many of these things now take center stage, such the morning sun casting shadows and shining outside my window bring me joy in new ways.
March 15, 2021
My dad and my step mom run a dog boarding business in their home. Their business has taken a huge hit. I don't know the full extent because my dad tends to be cryptic about finances, but I know it's bad. My mom and step dad retired and started collecting social security right before the pandemic hit. The timing couldn't have been better. My mom was a home health aid, and I can't imagine knowing she was at such high risk. My step dad was a manager at an auto parts store, and he has COPD. I worry all the time about how bad it would be if he got it. At least he's not working. My brother already worked remotely before, but I know it was an adjustment to have his wife working from home, too. One of my closest friends lost his job at an engraving shop--via text message, early in the pandemic. It's been hard on him not being able to find work in the area, feeling adrift. Another close friend of mine lost her job at an architecture firm, due to lack of projects to bring in enough revenue to keep everyone. Fellow grad students are especially grappling with lack of access to research materials (fortunately, most of my research is behind me), and remote teaching (I'm not teaching this year), but especially sobering is the uncertainty that international grad students are facing. Many of my friends are young parents, and trying desperately to keep things on an even keel.
October 9, 2020