Blank. That’s how my mind feels these days, blank. During the pandemic we’ve been staying home nearly all of the time. Staying at home so much, my days all become the same, there is nothing significant happening so that I can associate it with a day of the week. I fear my memory is becoming worse. I’ve been trying to write down highlights of each day, but more often than not, nothing happens. Over the weekend I noticed my ability to sleep was derailed one night, I went to bed at 2 am, woke up at 3 am, and didn’t fall asleep until 7 am. I had to wake up at 8 am to turn on my computer in my “office” room and start working. This insomnia lasted until monday, when I became desperate and decided to drink lots of alcohol so that I would fall asleep. It’s not funny, but it actually worked, LOL! I slept like a baby and got back on schedule. Sigh, this is how my life has changed during the pandemic, struggling to keep my memories straight. If anything, I think I have a much better understanding of the elderly who are isolated and suffer from memory loss.
February 25, 2021
Washington state has always been rather slow and steady when it comes to covid ( except foe the nursing home outbreaks in the beginning) and this is maybe because 75% of WESTERN Washingtonians wear their masks. Not sure what those east of the mountains are doing. BUT like everyone else we are trending upwards, just at a slower pace. I found out that my library system wants to open the doors to patrons soon, and being in a high risk group does not exempt you from being called back. If push comes to shove, I may have to retire early. I love my job but not more than I love my life. And I did not plan on spending my retirement years DEAD or with the debilitating effects of long term COVID-19.
October 21, 2020