I went wedding dress shopping this weekend! It was fun but it was also weird because none of my friends or family could be there. My fiancée and her family were there to support me, and they were lovely, but I feel like the experience highlighted the way the pandemic influenced the start of our relationship, with me not being able to see my friends or family or home at all for almost two years. Definitely caused some rocky times, but I am glad that I am forming a supportive community here. On another, positive note, I started my new job this week! I left my old one partly due to their bizarre COVID policies and flexibility, and my new position is absolutely wonderful so far. It's almost 100% remote, I definitely, and more than doubled my pay, and the culture is a thousand times better! The Great Resignation worked out great for me!
May 19, 2022
my elder daughter is in the 1st grade. after two weeks in school, the lockdown (is israel) drew her back home. she was very sad that her promised school was taken from her so soon, and she cried a lot. school continued through the zoom - the school sent the parents a very impressive timetable with 3-4 classes a day (40 minutes - 1 hour each) - but not all 6-years-old kids survived this fancy timetable. my daughter didn't. i sat with her for a few hours, and then realized that she doesn't understand anything of what's being said. after the first few experiences, she refused to continue. i saw how much she suffered - it was as if she withered on her chair, she couldn't hold her head up; and she pressed her eyes so hard she almost bruised herself - so i didn't force her to continue. now, a month and a half later, school is about to resume, and i'm worried. i taught her some by myself, as much as i could, but the teacher swept forward, and taught through the zoom reading, writing, and arithmetic, leaving behind all the "zoom-disabled" kids. school now made her a "problematic" student just because she didn't get alone with the zoom. i'm worries that this new sense of inferiority is going to ruin her once-joyous motivation to study.
October 28, 2020