For the past couple of years I have collected autumn leaves that have freshly fallen. I usually tuck them in the pages of a book and they become pleasant little surprises when I open a leafed book. This year I was going to do that and photograph them using a great ultra macro lens I bought for my Nikon camera. I picked up vibrant or interesting leaves, set them on my dining room table that has become my mini photo studio, and...nothing. Within a few hours the leaves dry and shrivel. Plus, that great lens is less great because I have cataracts and I can't see well enough to closely focus on whatever I put in front of that lens. But, I can use a different lens and take pictures of leaves that are still attached to a tree. This one was taken in October when I went on a photo trip to the Leelenau Peninsula. The leaves are importantly predictable. They mark the beginnings of withering daylight and hard cold that eventually slips gently into longer days and green. I hate the cold and the dark. I sang 4 concerts this past weekend, fully masked. There were 80 of us onstage, shoulder to shoulder. We were all masked and vaccinated, but Omicron now stands in the wings. Who knows when it will enter and how it will change us. The leaves loosened by fading sunlight and cold temperatures are predictable and at least dazzle us with color. Covid isn't predictable and it doesn't dazzle.
December 8, 2021
Mientras más pasa el tiempo más veo que la comunidad menos se cuida. ¿No notarán que tenemos más infectados que antes? Yo no me quiero enfermar, ni quiero enfermar a nadie, pero de poco sirve que solo yo me lave las manos si el resto del mundo a mi alrededor no le importa, y para colmo tampoco les importa que uno mismo se quiera cuidar. Mis compañeros, algunos vienen de la ciudad vecina y unos ya fueron positivos de covid19, así y todo se rehúsan a llevar correctamente el barbijo o lavarse las manos. Por lo que dijeron sus síntomas fueron leves y ni lo sintieron, no quiero sonar maliciosa pero supongo que sí tal vez gente como ellos se enferman, deberían enfermarse con una carga realmente fuerte del virus y tal vez así serían más respetuosos con los que aún no enfermaron. Poco empatía, a pesar de haber estado enfermos y aislados.
November 9, 2020