I looked forward for the second vaccine. Maybe because it gave me something to look forward to. I counted the days between the first and the second shots, and read about the increased protection that each day brings. Now that I got it, there’s nothing to look for. Again. All days are the same. Still in lockdown, we don’t really see the end of it. The infection numbers in Israel are increasing although about 20% of the population already received the second shot. My daughters are still underemployed and edgy. My partner still deppressed. I am still terribly lonely. This is the second shot deppression: understanding that it doen’t bring any instant cure, that the way out is not near. In the picture: people waiting in line for the first vaccine in Rabin Square.
February 5, 2021
El mundo no creo q cambie demasiado, hay demasiada codicia, abaricia, corrupción y egoismo. Lo q se es q mi mundo y el de la gente q tengo cerca ya no sera igual. Las prioridades cambiaron totalmente para mi... Ya no volvere a posponer una visita, una salida, un viaje, un abrazo... Nada de lo q estoy limitada a hacer ahora. Y trasmitire lo mismo a mi hija, mi aprendizaje sera tambien de ella y de las personas q esten en contacto conmigo. Nos concientizamos en ese sentido
December 11, 2020