Daylilies bloom for just a day. After that they wilt, their petals limp and collapsed, sometimes weeping. I pluck the spent petals and toss them on the ground where they will melt into the soil, food for next year's blooms. They often stain my fingers when I snap the spent flowers from their long stems. But for one day, they are glorious. These three flowers from Red Pinnacle seemed to celebrate the 4th of July and the lifting of Covid rules. Will we bloom for just a single day, pumped up and shiny new only to wither quickly and return to social distances and half hidden faces? I'm afraid we are coming out of safety into a dangerous world, divided, overcome with false pride, and weary of inconvenient rules.
July 12, 2021
I am scared. Watching everyone go about their lives like nothing is happening. I am scared that the hospitals will be overwhelmed and the healthcare workers quitting or having lasting mental health issues. And I we won’t have access to healthcare that we need. People are so selfish and the government has abandoned us. We are dying out here and no one cares. The economy is more important than lives. I am so sad and scared.
December 19, 2020