I am a lawyer turned preschool teacher to my child at home. This week was the first time I felt like a real teacher. I was excited to do a lesson plan about apples with my four year old. Instead of being depressed about all that she was missing out on, I felt grateful to be able to teach her, to watch her learn, and spend quality time with her. I am able to do things with her that I would not have time to if I was working. If only I could be paid for this work too.
October 1, 2020
Here it is Spring again, and for the second year I am watching my garden develop in much the manner it did a year ago, which brings the fact of a whole cycle of seasons gone by without family contact into finer focus. This is the hardest part of the pandemic for me - loss of family. This past week I got my second vaccine, which I feel fortunate to have received - freed, in a way, to not fear the virus for my own health so much, and it also makes me more nervous that my kids haven't yet been vaccinated, which is almost a role-reversal - parents should be able to look out for their kids' health and safety above all else, but this time I have no control over it. I hope their turn comes soon.
March 26, 2021