The ocean is my calm place. I feel strong, yet at peace when I gaze at the waves. I’m so thankful that I was able to celebrate my birthday there in the midst of the fear and uncertainty of this time. So much has changed; so much has been lost. Yet the ocean remains constant in its cycles.
July 29, 2020
I am often surprised that I am not having stronger feelings. I worry that I’ve become desensitized to the death and destruction of the pandemic. That being said, I am sad that we are a year into this devastation and I constantly see people continue to scoff at it, refuse to comply with recommendations, and disregard public safety. I often feel angry when I see “influencers” and celebrities posting about their ongoing travel and luxurious dining experiences. I am angry that the choices others make impact so many of us who are trying to remain diligent and I am sad that this is the best we can do.
February 12, 2021