I found myself standing at this fence wondering if fences are better at keeping things in or keeping things out? And how it parallels so many things these days… do these keep animals or trespassers out? What about masks… can’t breathe air kept in vs keeping germs out… do border walls really stop disease at the border? How does the mind filter the “truth” in while keeping “fake news” out? We clearly need structure and boundaries but where’s the line “ in the land of the free and home of the brave”? …. Are we ever really safe?
January 4, 2022
This past week was the worst of the pandemic so far for me. I live in Texas and our power went out last Sunday night and didn't come back on until Thursday evening. We had to evacuate our home after the situation became untenable. We went to my roommate's sister's house. She had a gas fireplace and we sat in front of it for days. I sat in a recliner chair for days and my manual wheelchair wouldn't fit in the narrow hall to the bathroom so I had to walk a lot more than my knees are really capable of. The resulting pain is intense. Thankfully we are back home but the fear of another power outage looms large. My body will take a couple of weeks to recover and I am in another colitis flare, probably from the stress and also limited diet during the outage. We're discussing measures to be taken to be more prepared because I expect that it will happen again. I am very grateful to have heat, water and a safe place to live right now.
February 20, 2021