This is my sweet, goofy, very smart standard poodle. They are noble dogs initially bred to be water retrievers People who don't know standard poodles think of them as froo-froo dogs, weirdly styled and high strung. That's not true. Well, the show dogs are weirdly styled, but the origins of that come from what they were initially bred to do. The long hair on their torso protect their internal organs from cold water. The shaved lets, back, belly and tail keep them from sinking. The poms on the hips, knees, and ankles protect their joints from the cold. And the pom on the end of the tail makes it easier for a hunter to spot them in the reeds. They are loyal, loving, and intelligent. This one keeps me active and helps smooth over election worries, Covid fears, and unintended hospital stays. Her companionship has become very special throughout this awful year. I am the only human in my house. I think I would have experienced deeper depression had it not been for this wonderful dog. Poodles are very athletic so we go to a very large dog park every day so she can run. Lucy is very confident and socializes well with other dogs. When I watch her invite another dog to play, when she runs and gets chased, when she wrestles, or when she tries to climb a tree to get at a pesky squirrel, I marvel at how beautiful her spirit is. And, she loves playing in the snow. She gives me hope and lightens the emotional hold that Covid has had on me, even when she steals a stick of butter from the counter top and sneaks it into the living room where she smears it on the rug.
May 22, 2021
The coronavirus is making my life a living hell. I am still in high school and I have little siblings. I have three little siblings. The oldest little sibling goes to school every day so that's not an issue for me. But my younger little siblings are between the ages 2 and 5. I don't want to give a specific age in case you can make the ductions or anything like that. But those two don't go to school every day. My youngest has daycare but the other one hasn't gone to school since the pandemic started. So I am at home by myself with my younger sibling trying to focus on school work and I find it very hard. End on bad days my younger sibling and my other sibling stay home and when they get together they're absolutely awesome. I love them No, but they can be a pain in the butt. During this time my mom works with my dad, they go out every day and do work. So I'm with the children until they get back. I don't find it nice to complain because they are trying to support us and complaining isn't going to help them. But for right now I'm just struggling to do my school work. I'm having a hard time with school and keeping my grades up. It's very hard to do my work. I'm very unmotivated and I don't know why.
March 27, 2021