As for my health I guess I feel about the same… I can tell I’m aging… maybe not as gracefully as I’d hoped but not sure I can blame the pandemic for that…so far I’ve been spared CoVid, but the specter is always there. I work at a theater and our doors are open, but will the audience come? Do I want them to? Each person is another potential source of infection. Where is the line between living your life with cautious optimism, and maximizing protective strategies by isolating? What’s the trade off between physically healthy and emotional deprivation? And if we answer that for ourselves throwing caution to the wind, is it fair for its potential impact on society? Yes, you can chose not to get vaxed, not to wear a mask, not to socially distance…but not sure you can then blame the government, the politicians, the news media, the overworked nurse or burned out doctor if you fall ill and are not getting the care or service you think you are entitled to. Too many people are focused on their individual rights, and not on what might be for the good of the whole.
December 24, 2021
I’ve been going to bed earlier and waking up earlier these days. I took a long break from my pandemic journal to work through some things at home and just decompress. I have started to pay attention to myself again (after a couple of years of emotionally supporting each person in my family), I had gained weight and was unhappy. I recently, about 6 weeks ago started a fitness/clean eating program and I feel so much better. I’m learning so much about myself. So, with a clear head, I’m waking up earlier - this is a photo of the sunrise from my backyard last week - very lovely scenes to wake up to every day.
February 6, 2022